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MY LOVER

My lover feelings are precious to send chills up my spine.
Power of passion desires comforted me to touch my heart.
Unleash an inferno waits lightly caress my soul to be mine.
Tears shed wanting life can be misleading or love fall apart.
Yelling whispers love echoe through my head lovers fine.
My lover heart made us weep with passion when life starts.
Feelings brought me down a notch or two like a form bine.
Mystery to fantasies go deep to hurts the soul to not part.
Each heart to insight touches our bodies it’s amazing shine.
To measure our treasures the adventure jumps our soul apart.
Each words to pleasure our body to soul lover hearts are mine.
When lovers souls bind right out combination unleash a mark.
A smile crack a laugh emotion turns magic chills up my spine.
My lover feels my soul where power of beauty touch my heart.
My lover special when precious love show dignity to honor mine.

BY: STORMALIZA BEAUTISPELLA POWMACWIZALORD

PRETTY PLEASE NO MORE BUDGET CUTS TO ME HOME ALONE IN MY DEAF/BLIND SILENT WORLD
 
Hi, My name is Stormaliza Beautispella Powmacwizalord. I am typing this letter to the Board of Supervisors, Governors Of Different States and Counties to the President. Me want to show you my Deaf/Blind world to living in my wheelchair with different Disabilities in one body to see my soul of the person me is. Plus to let you see other people who live the life I have to do in your hearing world of living. There is a lot of different ways people in the hearing world can see me as to good things and to some names people choice of words to not being nice to see me and not care about my disabilities I had to live in my life just to be in your hearing world of living. But To all people in this world me can say with pride and dignity to show MY INDEPENDENCE and  the my rights on how proud me is to say to the world of people in different cultures to galaxy of different planets of this world to others me is proud to care about people like me to people who can help us live in this world of life. Our souls is who we are and to be in this body God put me in so you can see me is so cool. But on the body I live in is for this earth and yes has so many things go wrong in life to teaching doctors to nurses, to a friend to boyfriend to husband to family to children on how to keep my body alive in this world to be with you to smile. Your smile, to different emotions you have in life on this earth to land to sea on things in life make you go to madness, hate, abuse to kill to hurt other people because you not see whole true things in life because mind and soul in right to in pain from different things happening in life you not understand because you not see soul of person you meet to walk by to learn to find out later after things happen is not the way it goes. There are a lot important things in life a soul in one body has to live with to be calm to no stress out to not feel all different emotion in one life is a lot to do for one soul we with with in the body God choice to put us in. For things in world life of living to travel in wheelchair of painful life is not easy to. When it is to roads with holes to line in sidewalks is painful to a person body they live in to ride in a car, bus, wheelchair, different kinds of bike and etc. Only the people who soul they live in body can tell you and show why it hurts and not all medicines helps all the time. I can say some times when me on different medicine to help body not be in pain so much all all time work to other things in life to things growing to plants and flower that is so beautiful to see can kill a body to a person living in this world to weather changes to killer people to all different things in life God ask not to kill. But Satan to do bad weather to kill God’s people is not right or for people to follow to listen to him to do the same things is wrong. I thank God every day for my mistake in life to asking him to letting me see true light to do my life better each day this body live on this earth. I not know all your hearing words of language to different languages but did learn some of them to be able to speak as a spokeswoman I am to help from other people to learn to type words so I can type this letter to you all. I was abuse as a child to Mom thinking one things to not see true reason I cry of tears to body inside hurting me very bad to when I get to doctors to where I go into surgery they cut me open to cut out different diseases inside my body to no can live life the same as others. Some people burn my files so others no can see I die on table to God bring me back to me seeing them do surgery on my body so many times in my life to show they need to learn of different disabilities in my body to help other people in this world of life this one reason why I travel to different Islands to different States to counties to country side of life to my Dad in Air Force to work on planes to him a very good technician mechanic to them sending him where they needed him to make the planes fly right to not hurt people. My dad did best he can with his sisters who doctors and nurses to help me learn to know my disabilities to be able to live in this world. But in time Judge take me away from my Mom to she not able to understand or handle my deaf/Blind world I have to live in to me meetings different Moms in my life to show me how to be a very good Mom. Me make some mistake in life to learn from them to do better in life to why me trying to adopt 2 beautiful children that are in my life now but they have different disabilities to. Plus the man in my life I thought he die but now found out he is slowly trying to remember things from his truck accident to come home to me and I am praying some day to marry him to be is wife. Plus Johnny B. is in the hospital With his Mom helping him to remember things in his life to come home to me. Johnny is on a kidney machine, Prinshauna is 10 years old with sickle cell anemia disease to different disabilties to, I love her soul so much to being her Mom from time Her Mom bring her home in hospital but when she inside her Mom I told her before she get test Prishauna was a girl. Bad things happen in her life to my life to us needed to go to safe places in life is why the things happening to us now. Arron is 14 year old  with different disabilities to wheelchair bound but he no can move body without people to help him in his life to tubes in his heart and his family die so me adopting him to be in our life, to me sending beautiful things to make him light up to know he has someone in his life to love him to try to live life of different disabilities in his life to me teaching my best friend Cookie Potts to be with them until Judge say I can be their Mom some day to me have to proof me ok for them to live in my world. Yes me is Deaf/Blind in a wheelchair to different disabilities in my life but you see I no make excuss why they no can be in my life because me show how I can be in their life to showing the love inside of me to light them both up when you in the hospital alone. I to as a child in and out of all different hospitals to die 2 times in life but testes doctors do on body to try to keep me live in this world is not easy as a person may think or to when surgeries finish to not being able to do things like I use to do but I learn to do things in life to things I need to do for this body just to be around one person soul to be able to love someone to learn to be a doctor and nurse to help other people like me in this world. It is a honor to learning this to make my mind grow in knowledge to help in UC DAVIS Medical Center ADA hospital on committee here in Sacramento, CA and IHSS Advisory Committee member me is. As a disable person I am wanting to show you how important life is for a lot of other people who need help and your supported on things in life to help us to live to be with you to be lucky if me see your face smile to light me up and you to smile back at me to see love in my heart to why I care so much to being in this world with you.
I need to ask a lot of you people to not do more cuts in the systems but I see life different from you to being ok. But only you all no want to see it in this world as God ask you to do. I do know and can see things in different light to insight to making things right in this world but me praying the President can open his eyes to see my soul then to see my body to learning all the different things I had to learn to do just to live in this body with equitments to help to lucky if the machine will work for me or if medi-cal health plans can pay for it so I can have it in my disabilities culture life to live in this world with you each day, It is in your power to do so if you wish to really care to not use money as an excuss to why we no can be in a home to help to people working to make a income to live in this world. Plus on issues we need in life all you need to do is ok them to make people type it on papaer to sign it make the money of different bills to different coins to beautiful face on them and can make many more dollars of bills on paper of different colors on the bills now it beautiful to see what you did prints on paper so people can have money to spend to buy things they need in life to live in homes to not be homeless to people who sick. Remember Jesus walk in this world to show he went to different cultures of disabilities on this earth to heal people of different cultures of different disabilities. To teach the people to learn about the souls in the body so body can heal to things on this earth he make to help on medicials to heal a soul body they live in to show how they get heal and well to become doctors and nurses to heal God’s Children in this world of different cultures. I was one of the people learn about to make medicines to help heal different cultures of people in this world but Jesus try so hard to let the people see him and the soul he is as God son you all learn it first. plus to learn from people in past life to write things down to show history of true stories of people life was not about money. Jesus try to show you issues to the system to help people in the community is important more then money but Satan to his dirty work of taxes to money to get people to listen to do the work of different sins in life. I do had to say Satan the devil did is his job and work where you can see people follow not to do bad things in live to making excusses to not do work to excuss why no money to no can have funding to making things happen in live is not what God’s people do. This why you kill us to not say true things in life to not want others to see true light is sad and mean to people who lost jobs to now being homeless to a world of people who stop caring for each other. I am an adult deaf/blind person a soul in one body whith different disabilties to wheelchair bound but in this electric wheelchair I do things to see different faces to light up people life to work with me to feel the love inside of me to show God is still here just you no want to see him or walk with brother Jesus to help each other in life is sad but remember 2 wrongs not make things right. It is up to your soul God put things in our minds to up to us to decide if we want to make a choice to making our bodies do things to ask nicely for help to work with another soul to see beautiful things in life to work to make things grow for our children to grow to do so they can teach their children so we live on this earth but people still trying to do wrong things to not letting things happen is why the world is the way it is now and I no want to live in life as the way of life babies do to not able to had help to go to bathroom. There a tube inside of me hurts to hurting my body to go to bathroom to wait on a people to show up to work or lucky if they can want it to work because of car broke down to no gas to air hard to breathe to not go outside to see God’s world to things Satan and bad people are doing to this world we all live in to lucky if a person has the strenght to move me to me praying more when a person needs people move them from bed to wheelchair to do things in life to help others and me live in this world. I need a loveone to touch my body to show they are with me to see them ok to love them to smile to smell them no matter if smell is good or bad they clean themselves to touch me to be in the same room to teach them to see me as the soul me is when my body not able to hear their voice but to touch their face to see that beautiful smile to feel them so me not so alone in my world, to show others the beautiful of each soul is precious to why God put us in our body to grow in knowledge to be wise to see life in his eyes. So when you live in life to move to different things in life to grow to make mind move on to show others things in life you do to make them proud of you to laugh, to cry when touch a tear to see life grow to feel your heart is hurting to see the wrong things to want to make sure things in life can go better, just to show your heart to know how really special each soul is, this  is why God put each soul in different bodies of different cultures of disabilities to not be the same so each soul grows to love to learn knowledge to live in this world. Just people not want to do or give excusses to not do or things in life not happen the right way is wrong to do to each other. This is so wrong you all going not what Jesus bring God to you only Satan do. God send Jesus to you and now me to see the insight of this world can change to a beautiful light if you wish to. Plus to issues to help people not be homeless to work a job to learn new things. Plus if bad people still doing abuse to kill each other for what reason not change things but God forgive you as the person. It is you the soul you are to the body you live in for this life can still change it to making things right the the right reasons to explore life to adventure to see Gods treasure no measure love because you all are rich love in God love to be honest to each soul living on this earth to different planets is the power love God love that is rich not in money to wrong things in life but it is still up to you to make up for the bad things you do in live to make them right in God’s eyes. Only God is to judge us. Why you all Judge each other to not let a person next to you share it I not understand. But I am still trying very hard to see why things going so bad when all you need to do is sign to paper to make it happen to make more paper change into money. But please remember each soul in one body is precious to why we still have a future to be with each other to love and make life heaven but as for money in life to live in this world to so many people why you make money more important when God Say to Mose on the God hill land make making gold more important where this made God mad. Please see true light on insight to change the future right for us all and our children to have it to do things in life you want it to. It can be easy but why you make it so hard to say I have money you no do, so good bye, or if you had money, I kill you for it. This is not good. But I am praying so hard for each soul in this world of different galaxies to different parts of the world on things in life to go right so if one person can read this to see true light of insight to know me saying true things to smile to say I would love to change it, to sign it to make that issues to programs to happen to working with a person, to make a new friend, to become a family, to show your heart to say, yes, you are important in my life. To see your smile to knowing you can make this life heaven to bring God Church down from heaven so God can see you light up like a christmas tree on life to making life beautiful for the ones you love in life just the way God did for you by giving you life to live in this world no matter what disabilities you have in one body you can still show love. I in pain to different disabilities in my body to let you see I care to write this letter to show you insight to see how important you are just to live in this world with me. Yes me proud of my disabilities because the body I live in to do cool things in life until I was not able to because when this body die on this earth I can say later on in my life God take my soul to be with him to move on to do his work is a blessing in my eyes to see you. But at the age when me was 15 years old to living in Tampa, Florida I was lucky my doctor say to me in life, later the machines to hearing aids to implant will not work but in that time I learn to feel voice to speak it to learning to write to type in language of things I needed to do so hearing people can hear it, but I not able to hear your voice. But I can see your soul to learning to know me if you wish to. This I love to meet people to light them up like a christmas tree. It is heaven in my eyes to see a face with my contacts to glasses to smell you but sometime I have allergies to asthma to making it hard to breathe in life so people around me have to do things like you would do if you in ICU in the hospital to only in my home. When I go to people to be with them doctors so cool to give me medicines to help to be around you people in your hearing world of life is a blessing God do for me so I can do some things in your world of life but all the things I need to do so I can be with a person for 3 days is ok then I have to be on the machines to get well again to go see my doctors and specialist I have to had in my life to try to see your face again and to me it is ok to do all these things. I no have problem to taking the medicines just to be around you for one minute in a day time is heaven for me and I praying so hard now because I no want to die alone in my home to no medicines to help me in my life so I can be around my son and family but your system is stopping me to a slow death to there my friends who was fighting with me die to and I miss them so much and praying all the hard work they try to show you in their life you all now stoping all the programs to using money as an excuss to why we no can have it. I had die 2 times in life and lucky God bring me back so you can see me but this time if you kill my body to not able to say God will let me back and all the mean things people do to me in my life I not want to see them again is why I try to stay away from bad people who hurt me. Yes the people know who and what they do to this body I live in and people can show you plus true you I say true words to the point of things. I no say words to in hearing world way of life. I no read between lines where there is gone to run around a brush to figure out point of the project to people say we to know. But how me to know when me is deaf to no can see you to smell you to not know what you mean to understand why you doing things wrong is very hard for me to understand this situation you all make happen for the reasons you all want it to be. But I have allergies to different medicines not able to took to make my body not heal to making to more bad then it was before and now to only have the medicines to help me in life to no medical plans, to now only 6 medicines and my disabilities have more then 6 medicines to help me in life to now not able to have because you stop it. People who have disabilities like me is not their fault just the culture we had to live in so you learn to be a doctor to heal others like me to grow in knowledge to see the things wrong to try and fix it, to say, God, help me learn to heal this person to life so this soul can live with you each day is a blessing. Please see true light on life to change it right. Only you can change it only if you truly want to and YES, God know you can, and you your soul knows the same things to change it. I just asking you to stop listening to Satan our brother who is doing the bad work to make you want to kill me to a slow death to be a alone to die alone to not able to see or touch a love one I love you all to and each soul is special and I do pray hard you help change this world right to making God proud of you and me to some day hope to meet your face, So when you see me in pain to ouch it to say I see you soul light up to smile to feel your heart shine inside just as me do when you help me in life to my soul to live in this body with different disabilities. On Paratransit to help me to meetings and conferences but I lucky to ride only to meetings now because it is to much money and me is only on SSI is my income and yes I work hard on the committees me on for my SSI, and IHSS. Cookie and Elise they help me in my life to bathroom to shower to clean me, so I can be in this electric wheelchair to help other people in this world like me and to show you the culture I live in to me sign language to people in the hearing world. I thank you for letter me learn it to all the things in my life I got to do in this body until now body not doing so good but I no make it a excuss to not talk to you as a person you are. I give you my heart so you can see me in my wheelchair when I can to type words you need to see to go do things you can do so you can help others no matter how sick me is, but on the flu I have now to sinus infection to high blood pressure to asthma to arthritis of allergic to everything around me to, yes I stay home but this computer to email to letter to send to you to make your day cool to see a life meas a soul person me is in this body to live with my iguana Cojack Artalejina Powmacwizalord she is 4 years old now.
Oh, guess what she works to and see my ear to hearing world to show me her life to learn different things to right foods to medicines to keep her live yes just to show me things she hears in life to me she her face look up or at things so me know when a soul around us to body to see face to smell things to making life so cool, she body language to tell me things in hearing life happening around us to we travel and sleep in Double tree hotel for 3 days out of the year to show people how important it is on funding to making by laws to changes in the system needed for others like us to making things happen to help make new programs to things in life to machines to help me in my life to live with you each day is a honor in my eyes to see people put things on my wheelchair to ride with me, so their in my life to next time me see them, to say I remember your face, to where you put this things on my wheelchair to make other people smile when me come around them. Before I have it people abuse me first. Hit me because I no can hear them and these people was not nice but you want me to dothings or for them and with them no see my soul to know and learn my body no can do is why me is deaf/blind disable person with different disabilties in one body. I praying you all see me to know I forgive you as a person but on the things you doing now. God say I no have to forgive this because it is your job to fix it and make it better so me in your life. If you no want to do, you Deal with God. But I am praying for your soul to change things to making it right for all people not just me.
Thank you for listening to me out of time in your day to me praying I not make you mad and not typing to hurt you just trying to show you how important you are to change things to make it right so I and other people who have different disabilties in their cultures need them so they can live in this life with you to make you shine in heart to see God loves you to just like Cojack Artalejina and me. Have a wonderful day and make is heaven to see who I am  Stormaliza Beautispella Powmacwizalord.

ABOUT STORMALIZA IN HER LIFE FROM NOW ON 

Hi, I pray to God all of you will be my friends. But I have to be true day because today I make a choice in my life to A Man name Johnny B. I thought he die because he in a truck accident to drive things for the war on Iran. Johnny was in his truck & the truck in front of he exploded that is only thing I know from people say to I not really sure on things happening because not see it for real & he lost things in past to no can remember things or his own Mom. But his love for me is strong. JB soul remember me. I understand as A Mom, this is very hard to live with, to get her son to remember her, but last time she called me saying his kidney fail and I thought he die because they never call me back until today. I love him so much my heart is his. I am sorry if people think they will have a future in my life $ yes you can as a friend to be friends to make us as family to co-workers & etc, to nothing much more. It be a honor to meet you some day as a friend to making this world in our lives so special to grow as a family God wanted us all to do. But to the hearing people in this world who meet me as a person when you first see me, Can you Please say Hi, then go from there on things in life to be in my world to really see me. Because it is in your hearing world way of live not mine. Because it is your world. So I wait for you to come in my world to meet me first & if you say hi cool & me say hi to nice to meet you. Then you know to see me as a person me is not see me as body as for sex to take my body and clothes off to do what you wish then go but in my eyes this is so wrong but me not able to fight in this body & I try to do the best me can in hearing world of different cultures in this body me live in &if I say come in, you can, But others I not see things right in the hearing way of life to enter a person home people at my door walk in to do things they want is wrong but they do it and me not able to stop it but when I can I do and if person listen to see me as me cool but alot of times people see different things on me to hi sex now by. is wrong but they do it & I happy they go to me not talk to them no more or let them know to be with hearing woman to their world and it is cool to do and for me to be safe in this world. It is all I can do to say it but they walk in my home first not say & just doing things in their hearing world way or come to work in my home to doing things their of life to way to moving my things around my home to no ask me, to just do what they want to do. I sometimes ask what you doing? They talk in there way of live to me have to play sherades of reading lips to figure out what they say lucky if me right and if not I ask them to write so I know in words I know to things they do in my home. But a lot of times people not see me. yes see body first to take what they want, to touch me fast on parts of my body to diferent places they want to touch with out my say. I am scare so I watch them touch me & my life is about touch. But if I say no & you keep doing you rape me with out my say ok. That is wrong & the people who do this I just try hard not to hurt them & feelings so I no get more abuse from them. Plus I let it oh to not see them no more. This is ok with me. But if I see you again I do tell the person true and let it go. I not able to stop people on things to this body because I am not able to do things like other people can do. I try to be independent with a caregiver in my home & with my son and they know how to touch me to not hurt body on the things of disabilities are in this body of my soul I live in to me say when they can touch me. I can say in voice for hearing world way of life. I try to read lips to reading body language to help me figure out the word someone trying to say to me. But I do see you in person of body not the soul only when you make time for me to know it is cool on what you doing but I not know what to say. I know not to hit people first, so I not get abuse back. I had to much of it now & no want no more. Please can you be nice & knid to me Please. I and body hurts of inside to different things in body to make it life on this earth ok. But some times people think I can hear them. It is so funny to watch things they do to see it but when they drop things yes I feel it in my whellchair to different things in the world to feelings cars, big when is motorcycle to deasel trucks go by my home yes I feel them big time but when not noice things to feeling it yes it scare to big time to sometimes me jump. But there is other times me jump when body inside so heavy to strong pain to hard to do things. That is when I have to stop to relax so body calm down and yes I feel people walk by me to say bad words I some times see to try not to read it to feel hurt when they not talk to me right as a person me is. Because when I not hear them to answer them back, it is not my fault. Some people get mad at that on me to go crazy to being the mean person they are or they just not see me is why they treated me that way. So next thing me feel is that person hit me because I no stop to say hi. I am sorry but I see your body just busy to things I have to do in live for other people need me to do.  I did not hear you because I am deaf. Plus not all time pay atenttion to feel you around me. To no can hear a sound in your hearing world. Some times when people go by I feel them to a cold breeze to their body odor to a lot of things to different things in life. But if it is to things my is allergic to will make my body feel like someone on side to hold on my tbes to breathe to sharp pains in body to asthma attacks But I thank God our Father for putting in in someone soul and their body make it with other bodies to help so I can have it in my home to a machine to help me beathe again. But if not help I make sure to get appointment to doctors but on the ride me lucky to how I can get there and back home. It is cool when people see me to see I not hear them. So they look at me face to face to me can see them to say hi. Or to where they check to see if my is deaf to me watch them say, you deaf? Then me smile yes me deaf. Nice to meet you, or They point to the things on my electric wheelchair that make them smile to ask if it is for sale. I say no, it from different people give to me where if they want to put it on or I do & some Times I buy or people give to me so they have the honor of riding with me on my wheelchair every day of my life I live in this planet called earth. It is so cool to meet them. With my electric wheelchair this way I see sad faces turn to smiles, people light up, people want to touch and they do  plus children walk by to hit it or to see if it fall off to get it and me laugh because I know it on there to stay. To me say hi to them so they see me see them to & some I get as a friend. But hope to make a big family here on earth. It is so beautiful to see what I can see. Me is half blind to & wear contacts to glasses. But if glasses not on me to only the contact people need to be close so I can see them, but not all time can it is very hard to see to vision things to real or on things God shows me sometimes when people see me or me not see good because contacts have to much dust & things on it wear at times I have to clean them to see if I have to contact cleaner to clean to then contact drops to help me put them in my eyes to see people or what is around me. The contacts with glasses can see a little better but the diiferent glasses I have are for different things. One pare is for to see a little far but no can see close up. I pare is for near to no can see far. So I see what the glasses let me see in the life of body I live in.  I miss a lot of things because I no can hear them but if see then I say or let someone know then I pray hard to hoping on voice to their hearing world way I say right word. but Alot of times I say words to mind faster then  on voice to use it and they come out wrong in the hearing world then me see action first to all different things people do to hit, smile, laugh, cry, mad, walk away from me to anything I no can stop on what happens But some times not ok & other times that is ok. I am person, So this is me to you & yes me is very different from this is why you have to come into my world first to talk to me not talk to me in your world. Becausemy life is & culture is deaf. A SILENT WORLD VERY DIFFERENT. I not can hear it this is why I have to learn words, me learn different things in my life to different cultures life plus travel with my son. There are times Christopher travel with out me in his life to. As a Mom I let him travel to hearing family to learn they way of life to help him out of trouble but not all time trouble to problems in life I not understand but it the hearing world of life I not will to live it only deaf disable way of life to my disabilities in  one body I live on this earth with my soul & with God & Jesus to my brother. If I not can say word only to words I can remember to say. If I say word to what you trying to tell me and you no hear the word it will let you know I not get that word this is why I not able to say it back to you. ok. Yes on things to learn to make mind grow yes I learn. It is so cool to make mind grow to knowledge & wisdom God he gives us plus things I learn from books to men and different people to live in this world to let my soul know what it is to picture in life to building plants to grow to design clothes to make to write peotry to song to people can sing my words to the world & other things like that to events, meetings, conferences, just to see that one thing you all need me to see to help you in this world as you help me to live in this body God are Father put me in but Man to different people cut up body to take things out to try new things in your world. Sorry the implant not work so I could hear you all now body inside show doctors to why they have to take out of my body and now me is me to just doing life to live in the world with you it is all I can do ok. It is up to you if you wish to be with me to try to make beautiful things to watch to see how it goes to good & bad, I know it will be ok when it happens. some times I dothings not not know what me doing until me do it & other things God do to me soul with him laughing to watch body do it and other times body not do because doctor cut it out and it not grow back in. Other times I need my son or friends to help me in my life that is so cool to have plus thanking IHSS to SSI to things in body to culture I have to live in. If they no do then I try to meet people who can do to help me, to get it done, on things God say to do. Plus I try to help give people to help me do things other people told me I have to do to live in this world. Boy All I can say is WOW BIG WOW. But I make a promise to JB from now to His Mom that from today on my body & soul is for only him. To other people in my life to no can see me in person to really meet me as a person not as a sex toys to play with Please not do it again. OK, BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU DID & IT STAY WITH ME IN MY LIFE TO GOOD & BAD THINGS YOU ALL DO TO WHEN YOU MEET ME IN YOUR WORLD OF LIFE YOU DID NOT SEE ME, YOU TOOK ME TO THINKING IT OK TO DO & NOT ASK ME OR SAY HI IN MY SIGN LANGUAGE FIRST.i ALWAYS LET PEOPLE KNOW THAT OUR WORLD IS DIFFERENT BUT YES WE DO LIVE IN THIS EARTH WORLD BUT PLEASE WHEN YOU REALLY MEET TO SEE ME AS DEAF DISABLE CULTURE ME IS MAKE IT THE RIGHT WAY OF LIFE I HAVE TO LIVE IN NOT THE SAME AS YOUR WORLD OK. In person I no want people to hurt me or them to thinking me to be there because I answer message on computer ok. I only want you as a friend to nothing more. I Show true me to people but not all time they really see me but a lot of timesthey think they see me but yes in their world of life they do see me just diferent way on that one Or they talk to my son Chris or Elise, my son he signs to me in my sign language & Elise writes because she not know all signs, but she do when she wants to. Other times she talk so fast I laugh sometimes but miss the word or word all together like what just happen to me in her world of life to me have to work hard to figure out the word she saying, sometime I can get it other times it is so cool, when I do, but other time I no do so I let her know to try again but if not able to read her lips to body language to figure out the word she trying to let me know then she write it down that is only time  when I can see it then I say it in her world way of life. But sometimes I am not able to say the word because I not learn it & then have to go to word I remember to say like me going to ryme it to word I know to try to learn to say the word is a lot of work I do just to do the word right in the hearing then I have to learn the meaning of it to saying it. To then try to understand it with so many things to do for one word is alot of work I do just to get the word and it is a big WOW. YOUR HEARING WORLD I HAVE TO DO SO MUCH WORK ON ONE WORK TO GET IT AND SAY IT AND UNDERSTAND IT THEN I LUCKY IF I REMEMBER HOW TO SAY IT AGAIN, BUT ALOT OF TIMES I JUST LET IT GO FOR THAT TIME IN THE DAY BECAUSE SO MUCH MORE TO DO IN DAY TIME UNTIL SLEEP. BUT ON THE HOUR OF DAY I NOT DO THEM THE SAME AS HEARING PEOPLE DO IN LIFE. I do it in ways of when my soul of who me is as the soul me is in the body I live in to thinking of in mind other different things with God to. Then it to what the body me incan work to do and do for me in this hearing world life I live in pain to feel the body hurt a lot and broke down on me to hard to breathe to get on machine to breathe. But it not good or ok and if things smell to hurt this body then I on machine to medicine doctors help me for this body, to I do them but when machine not working I go to doctors of specialist who know about body to help me in this life they show proof of paper to machine show what is wrong with body to I do what they say and what they show me to do and now body do ok sometime. But soul good just body not all time works right in disabilities cultutre life I have to live in. Then sometime they have to put me on the table to cut inside this body to fix it. But God my Father he comes to me and talks to me to be ok and sometime holds my soul body to out of the other body go dead in the hearing world but he makes me go back because he say my job not done and the people need to see me to know the things I do in they world, they way, so I can live life in it.They seeing me in there world of life to they no want to be in my life is why they no call me or come back, and if I call them and nothing happen, I just let it go, but when I find out JB still alive my heart exploded to joy to know JB back in my life to know my past and yes people touch me but that is not how I see things in my life. In my life to meeting people in so many different ways they not see real me on true life I live in your hearing world, there are all diiferent things go by me plus people are different to some walk to me and touch me body to do things to it they way of life to rape me to me not to say and leave me home sometime ask why you did that and other time not say a word because so affraid to get beaten to dead and people has done this to me but they yes in their eyes they not do but they do know they did it just lie about it to not get in trouble. But they know who they are and me know and God our father he know to. I do forgive them as a person, because  God say to do, but on the things they do I not for give them never, but remember it always to say them out and if people ask me, I say true to them, and tell them the on way it happen to word of things of what happen, but I no make up words to meaning like in hearing world people can, this why people not understand my words to me type this to show you true me is the best way I can and pray you not take me out of my home and say in your world god and bad things about me. Of things in life to my world and culture is not my way of things it is to the way of the body me in to things to keep it live so me is on this earth to land to my apartment to me in this electric wheelchair to show my life is who me is not what you all think it is. But people do different things when their first meet me and some are nice, some are cool people to see, children see me more on little one to say hi, look way, because they scare and not know what to say or if it ok with mom and that is the time when each soul will make up on mind to see then to do and say to real life of things in the hearing world of each culture life we live in the bodies god put us in for this time in this world before he let you travel to different alien to human to etc. To some people touch me in ways to come fast at me hurts to things like they fall on me or wheelchair over them and they come so fast I not see until after things happen but sometime not ask and just do it in your way to kiss me or hug me but my world to kiss on cheek and a hug to nothing more from now on.This is only things can happen and only person will be able to touch me as man and wife is when JB and me decide on things in hearing way of life to do and if we can be together in God’s world the way God My Father say. I be true for this man & I no want to tease people or lie to people because it is not good to do. I only live my life day to day. time to time in the seconds of one day each I wake up to, no words in between. I no go around brush,because I no have the time for it. ok. My life I live to no can hear sound. only can see people faces from up close where people face I see in person is no words to only your face and it is the best part of you. In my eyes. ok. I am only true and see life as it is nothing more. But now in my future I want to be Johnny B. wife I not know his whole name right now but I am praying for him & want to do things different in your hearing world if you let me do so I can take my last name Powmacwizalord as last name. So JB can be the first man & me as his wife name in the hearing world. It will be so cool and God our Father say it is ok to do. But to when it happens me still on hold he has to still get well and me is very sick to and living life with different disablilities in one body is so hard. It is not easy for me and I work very hard to get in this wheelchair to be safe to type to a friend to not feel so alone in my silent world. yes it is a honor to talk to you and to dream to hope on things to when we both can do things together so it could happen. I try to eat food on one dish to sometime lucky to get it down and other times not able to eat the food because it hurt my stomach in because I got a disease it in so not able to eat like hearing world people can. they took it down fast to gone like superman in my life. Some people not know me or come in my life but now I hoping this email letter will help you to see true me so you can see a lot of things happening around me to where you see that I no can to what you to hear, to see, other with walk beside my wheelchair is cool, plus to talking to if you around me now you will see Cojack Artalejina Powmacwizalord she is my iguana and is a lady and she 4 years old to 46 inches long and help me on sounds in your hearing world when me around her to her doing body language and I raise her as the same as you raise your children in your home to good things in life and I make sure that when she is not scare because if scared she turns pink color on her nose. But it on body skin if it turn pink to things she hearing it to people fight to hit each other or to yelling, loud, she show me when she turns pink on skin when I go to her and calm her down and tell her what it is and let her know she is safe with me. When people mean to jealious I try to not let them be to excuss true words of what happen some listen and some not and that why people do and say words wrong to hurt each other, 2 wrongs no make it right only makes trouble we all no need to do in life but people not happy so I see you look mean to me or I seen angry, to mean things they do to just words they say to hurt your feel to make you feel like nothing or to not can handle true things in life so they say it not true or it a lie and that is wrong to do. But on this computer opens a path to a way I can talk to a soul but not see body, to a computer to no one come and where we just typing on computer to computer or my computer to their cell phone But when they see me in this wheelchair to not able to hear them to me not able to walk. Some say they no care, some say not matter if ok, to different things it so confessing sometimes and then I no get it. smile.
 I understand people need you to hear them and listen to them and things me not able to do in this life to deaf silent world but I can listen to your soul to see you and learn who you are so you can know who I am and for people who need it. I am sorry I never be able to hear but God our Father so cool he make it so I had voice to learn it in your hearing world to feel my voice to bring out the words but on high and low to yelling I no can hearing and that is when people have to help me put my voice the right way to bring out word nice to not wrong way when you hear my voice. I see my son some times but every time when he stand in front of me it is so beautiful to me. I am so proud he in my life but on things he do his business to his life in hearing world and it so cool to see his face, smile, body to good and bad feelings to dirty clothes or smell smokes of things he smoke. So I make him spray to things to make sure I can be close to him but if the cigg. smell so bad I tell him, he stay away from me or takes a shower to clean clothes to give me a hug and kiss on cheek to show he happy to see me and love me and it is so cool but sometimes times I no see him where he is busy on his life to people he talks to.  My phone not same phone as his but that ok because thank to pople who make machine to buy to give to help me in my life to this computer to the TTY machine, but people in past life has taking it away from me. People not let me see Christopher to no more can call to if phone on hearing line they say it to me but sometimes make it up to think it to do in there world to take as a joke they say but I no see it that way only see it in the way they did it and it done and you not able to change it because it happen. But you can make it up to do the right things on letting a person know if joke or not but is still a mean things to do to a person wanting know that their child on phone or not or ok on how people do on me I not able to change it all but it happen. I needed to know he still live but true life to seeing him face in person is so beautiful to this feeling inside heart to soul feel like magic God make are body to do and this is heaven in my eyes to see my son in front of me and to not knowing my son as a hearing person I not know but his soul I know and that is where I see my baby who is alive to living in this world it means so much to me on things I see Chris do. For 8 years I not able to know my son alive. But in that time Chris had a son CJ. I not get to see my grandson born and wish I would have. But my world me the last person or lucky if me get to know things that happen in my life ok. I am close off from the world to live in silent every second minutes in a day of time. Can you live a life like I do? Well this is me, as you may see now do you want to really get to know me? Well, all I can say is my soul is who I am and live in this body to me being in your hearing world and doing the best me can to me able to say I am doing it. Iam in love with JB,  This man I love to high heaven. I pray you all forgive me and still be my friends. But it is your choice to decide on what you want and in your life. I understand this, but Johnny B. is the man I love with all my heart. I am so sorry. I fall in love to this person and I no can change it. ok. God Bless you all and I pray for things in your life to be beautiful But From now on from today on I will never will let no one touch me only him. ok. Please understand and you all are important to to me is why I write this so you see me.
Thank you for listening out of the time of day you have. My love as a friend to you all will stay true to you if you still want to talk or see it but it only can be as a friend to no more. God Bless and keep safe to making your life special to things you need in this life. Mind to grow in knowledge to making our world safe. It is very important to our children and love ones. You all are special in my life and very important to me as a friend and me is so lucky to have the honor to type to you in my day of time so you see me.
Peace out,
Stormaliza Beautispella Powmacwizalord

On Feb 2013 I find out the man me was waiting for lie to me and not care and hurt me to make body go in asthma attack to find out he no want to be with me. So me single to enjoying life and people new around me and trying to heal to blood clots to heart in body but life so precious and God shows this every day of our live to see things head on and to learn to make new things in life special and fun to smile and shine in God Eyes. Just need to watch out for them demons to do bad things on you to over come them is hard but the blessing of Jesus and God makes life heaven to shine in heart to smile all day. To where God gives us so much and in out minds to the holy spirit put things in mind is a blessing to make mind grow to knowledge to history you make it of your own. Share life with a friend to make a family is God shining in your heart to smile like sunshine to no one can take away from you and that what makes life heaven to show your heart to who you are is only way to show who I am. Stormaliza

Do you want to learn about God in his different cultures in his world? Well, you only see what you want to see, why? Can you see God and his life in your world?
Why did God Send Jesus to the world?
Do you know what Culture you live in?
…Have You stop to see things in life head on?
Do you know what path to take.
God can show you with Jesus walks this land everyday and sometime he can lift you up and you would not know or see him. But I do.
God land is what different cultures to your disabilities are your culture not the languages.
Language to disabilities Is what hearing world calls, us aliens and monsters.
Why you no see me is because your so busy in your world you forget I was in the room.
It is sad on right now and to show it big on the budget is why you all no have the money is because your not doing God life in this world, your only doing it one sided, your side, your way, and if you no like it, then we kill each other to no us, to not be in it or God world. That is so sad. This is why you people do not see each other in your time of day. Because your to busy to stop to understand or read to read the bible right, that God wanted you to see when family to different cultures is was handed down to you. Just the devil only let you see his work to you in your world not in God world is why God and Jesus is still in their world.
To disabilities cultures to not the same things you all people not really seeing each other and you all no work together, all you people work against each other to get to the top to say, I did it, in my culture life, but they not see us get to top, they see a person body not the soul of who the person really is and disable people to be class as deaf and dump, we not see the differece because not learn it from family because they not see it to know there is a big difference that are why things are to hard in life to understand the culture of each disabilities handled down from family to family because you not let us in to learn it to do it in the first place. This is why God bring me back to life to show you all no see me yes me in the room with you, but me only able to say, yes I can see you. All of you with us but you choices in life you making us have to pick or no you die. This why you stop the programs to your world to make it like you a killer to different cultures before they can step foot on your land.
The people of their cultures have the independence to speak but not to do it Why? Hearing world americans can have. It is sad they not see us or let us open the door to meet us to become a friend to know and learn about our different cultures in this galaxy to God world. For God has many cultures you no see the true light of life only what you want to see. God world to different disabilities of alien to cultures people not see that there is so many different languages of cultures it would surprise you.
Your hearing world in the deaf culture does not see us or know we deaf to deal with the deaf life in your hearing world of people where time of in famous people in God world is in disabilities world is why you see the disabilities people have in there life and deaf culture people is in French and hearing world culture is America. But Indians in deaf culture here first in America but the hearing people kill them because they not understand to have learn the language to find out in the first place. Languages in different cultures from the hearing world to fight first to not meet them only to learn to be a killer, this why thing happening to us to never learn about it to and not seeing God world in Jesus eyes.
Why Jesus was with disabilities people in the earth God send him to different cultures of disabilities to help heal them to be with God.
Can you see me now? Can you come into my world? To really see me? This is a question me asking you if it ok to see my world. Would you really like to know me? Well, the first things you have to learn about my disabilities in life then to see what language I can speak. smile.
Why does it have to be only on sided in life like it been only to hearing world to one language and if we not know, then how can we help each other if you not want to see insight of God true world. If why you say you no can help me in my world is because you no want to come into my world to know my languages to be able to help me is sad and hurts my pride to God sad to why he crying to rain of tears because you not see God, Then you say we no can have the help from you. This is so sad and selfish but it your world. Not God world! You people do not See Jesus is why you and your churches never was with God. You close the door on him before he can step in. I see why God church is in heaven and not in your world. Because you never have him in your heart to see him to understand his world to teach you to grow in mind he did that for you and the time in the day on the first place to learn about Adam and Eve.
I pray for you all every day of my life and been hoping you see me as a deaf person me is and in my world. I know different languages to your one world of hearing life to different languages, you force on us to learn because we are deaf people and not from your world. My cultures of music is so cool and we see different ways and learn them, but you not stop us just not know about it is why you not know to understand it to get it and say only can be this way to things we play and if you no buy them you no can have it in your world of cultures, it is your way to get things in our life to live in your world so we do learn it but we still have ours just we be queit to not say and the quiet we give to you to why you never learn it and it to hard for us to just to live life and hard on life just to live your way of life in the hearing world not in God’s world and you all never seen it or let us show you. Boy you all miss so much and do not know it at all. I have to let you know I die 2 times in life to see different worlds God takes your hand from this world out of body like it says in the bible to another world of life but the dead of body in this life dies, yes but not your soul that is the person you are to different bodies of soul to different cultures of worlds in the galaxies that is in it your space apprear and things in like you see is from the other worlds you live in to know about how to make things. But God teach you things in that life to smile. So next time you see a ghost to why it mad at you because you not knock at his door you walk over him to moving things around his home to your way of life. To enter his home with out his say is why? But I see why you all get treated the way you do is because you learn satan’s way of life to not see God still in your home fighting for you every second in your time of day.
Some day I hope one of you will come into my world or deaf cultures worlds to really and truthy see us as a deaf person really is. Disabilites is really God many different cultures worlds in the galaxy. Please start to open eyes right to really see the difference in why there is so many things to learn in all worlds not just one world of cultures in the galaxy in God’s world. This is why you all so precious to him to see and explore the galaxy and yes God wants you to see insight of all his worlds in the galaxies and not just earth this is different disabilities is different cultures you have in your life and in God’s different disabilities of cultures worlds in the galaxies of different planets to etc. In your hearing american world when we coming in to your world it the disabilities we go to not the language.
Thank you for your time in this day to really see me. As a deaf culture person with different disabilities in one body to learn the different cultures to heal people in life just like Jesus is still doing to this day. Smile.
Jesus is not dead! Just in a different world. You not see it until you die then go to it. smile. People in your world in dead to dead they not die just had to move on different galaxies they move on to more different culture of galaxies to cultures to different worlds in God’s world. Satan did a good job to not let you see God world this why God church is safe in his world and waiting on you to see it in your world to see true light of God’s world can you start to see it now to help you understand me in my world to? I praying very hard you all will want to see it. Have a wonderful day and make it heaven smile.
Stormaliza Beautispella Powmacwizalord

NEW YEAR WITH PLENTY THINGS TO SAY

Faith gives honor to dignity when our hearts share a love to spring life to a new year with plenty things to say. History of knowledge a gift God gives with the holy spirit touch our minds of mysteries adventure start at bay. Teach tell learning Jesus words on life makes the new year special with precious gifts to plenty things to say. When Jesus born to remember his birth life gript your hearts with fantasies like watching a child on christmas knowing the new year on it way. When the new year starts we look at the past year on good to bad to change the future on this given day. The holy spirit give us faith to hope when the door opens evil creaks in itself some times at bay. Being taught about saints in subtle insidious when ugliest turns evil obvious we least expect a thief in the real night or day.
We hardly recognize love odd at ends to sense our mind to body to be stolen out of holy writ when most times life will play. In our lives it surprise us never imaged what life means without warning powerful grasp collateral damage those around us each day. Then to learn about Jesus in our lives why God test his son to show things in life turns to many forms then evil set in to play.
With false comfort on hope promises tempting us at least delare strong enough to fight back God victory show us the way. A brighter future monentary victory remind us that faith to hope is glory respite from true evil never lasts long to stay.
Where love and power turns beauty of life treasures explore adventure no measure from galaxy to earth at bay. When a person becomes fragile helpless needs love to true navigate and innocence it’s when people start being Judgmental on words
they say. Don’t be a damsel in distress a victim for life passage to walk with Jesus where insight to show us beauty of love is the right way. So start your new year with responsiblity to vow the past in life adventures to mysteries sense fragance caress the night at any bay. Life no measure the treasures when love precious gift insight passion pleasure when lovers to best friends gives life promises of faith to share a new day. God message on life to give strenght of power insight free our souls to share hope changes our future a kiss can take your breathe away.
When building a life is a gift where a child our future to hold on can bring the new year with plenty things to say.

BY: STORMALIZA BEAUTISPELLA POWMACWIZALORD

GOD OUR FATHER MADE CHRISTMAS DAY

The beauty of this world hold a key to why God our Father made Christmas day.
Why God give us christmas to bare gifts to show us how precious life is each day.
Oh, Blessed be hey name, Jesus prasie him, bringing thee church of heaven down on this day.
Jesus born to bless our children to share God’s love on christmas day.
Mary when Jesus born to a star shine from the heavens angels fly to God then show the way.
God teach us with hope to glory is the strength we need to hold on to shows our gifts of love in everyway.
Our minds to body touches hearts is our soul to sharing knowledge to things we need to say.
Jesus inside Mary was a gift to give to the world is why God our Father made Christmas day.
To understanding life of faith to glory shows love this is why we bless Christmas day.
Learning to listen to walk with the lord is blessing Jesus in our hearts every day.
Life of fellowship to saying words of wisdom to teach our children about God when we pray.
Giving thanks to greeting love ones holds our hearts to made life special in every way.
When Jesus laying in the manger people bare gifts is why God our father made Christmas day.
The greatest gifts of all is when God made it so Jesus our brother wash our sins away.
Jesus shows us faith to hope is the future to teach past history to be wise in mind on words we say.
To teach our children can give knowledge of our past to make life right holds God’s land to where we will  stay.
Bless God our father for giving us dreams to choice the pass needed in life of by laws to words to say.
Jesus touch our lives to Bless our souls on things we do with words to blessing us to take the sins away.
Life grips our hearts to feel passion love will respect to understanding one another needs is the right words to say.
Holy spirit gives knowledge of God is the key insight of Jesus love is why God our father made Christmas day.
BY: STORMALIZA BEAUTISPELLA POWMACWIZALORD

HIP HOP

HIP HOP TO THE UNKNOWN AN ADVENTURE TO EXPLORE LIFE AS GOD GAVE US TO LOVE EACH OTHER SOUL.
FEELING MUSIC TO TOUCH OUR HEARTS IS PASSION TO FANTASIES DESIRES TO ECSTASY MYSTICAL WONDERS OF DUST TO GOLD.
MACE IMAGINATION OVERWHELMES RESISTANCE CREATING MENTAL PHANTASM SENSES BODY PLEASURES TO RIDE SO HIGH DEEP IN OUR SOUL.REAL GIFTS OF LOVE HOLDS THE KEY DARE TO WHISPER TREASURES PHENOMENON ANXIOUS DEEP LOVE SHAMELESS TEASE TO FEEL LIKE GOLD.
FRAGRANCE SENSES VIBRATING CARESS PRECIOUS LOVE PHENOMENON DREAMS SHOUT HUNGER TEARS TOUCHES LIFE SPIRITUAL MEASURE FREE BODY TO MIND DARE RESISTANCE FANTASY MYSTERY DESIRES TO HIP HOP WILD PLEASURES HOLD OUR SOUL.

BY STORMALIZA BEAUTISPELLA POWMACWIZALORD

 
HARD TIMES ARE GAMES OF LIFE
Hard times are games of life wondering who next or are they on your side.
The best time for lovers is to watch the sunset go down & pray to God they no run
them out of town.
The games in life people love to play but watch for trouble it can hurt your pride.
Life is a gift from God for the lord play no games but his children left him down.
God gives me courage with good natured high spirits are quite inspirational when I feel
free inside.
When there is time for love show how beauty can touch the soul to see a silent clown.
Hard times in life is about changing & growing to know the right games to who on your side.
God shows us the up’s and down’s in life & reading his laws are important so no let the lord down.
Hard times are to make you stronger in life & to find the truth about what life can be to
feel freedom with pride.
So next time you choice the game of life of who you will play with is the right clown.
Because life of games can turn into different things to hurt your pride & feelings deep inside.
Hard times are games of life but who you need & want is your vote to this town.
I only can say to hard times are games of life makes me who i am so you see what is inside me down right good pride.
So I say to hard times life of games can change people with the lord I will not let you down.
With my soul & pride games of life is hard times to show love is at it best to feel freedom deep down inside.
God hard times are games of life but love I will show you when I go to any town.
You make me stronger to handle hard times are games of life to show God but people games can hurt so now I see what is inside.
Life & love is hard times are games of life played in action to words with body language inside to go deep down.
BY:STORMALIZA BEAUTISPELLA POWMACWIZALORD

ALL IN TIME TO FEEL MY HEART OPEN UP

All in time to feel my heart open up, pleasure phantasm impossible dreams exploring life just to see if someone will step inside.
When past to present see life head on makes you wonder to vision future with pride.
To hold a tear to feel my soul touch your heart when torn like the ocean rip the tide.
The insight to life can free our minds to mystery desires on passion turn wild or wide.
Dare to whisper music lovers ecstasy when desires heats our soul so all in time to feel my heart open up when life takes us on a hell ride.
When my heart is hurting to feel life tear drops fall to light the full moon shows a smile like God’s face imagination to each eye turns life special to not fide.
It’s like seeing life for the first time a new light to start an adventure to find treasures of love deep inside.
God no measure love or life but gives it as a gift to us to set minds to grow in knowledge to not let life slide.
Hard life makes us stronger to face demonds head on to stand every ground in life to show our pride.
All in time to feel my heart open up shows a true friend how precious life can be is a love that opens wide.
In history times like these show freedom of independent to dignity our power we hold when we stand at each others side.
Old love to new love is like a child first born to hold honor when we grow to teach how family learns about our pride.
God make us family in the beginning to change us in races he hold the key to each heart that lights up the sky to open wide.
God wash our sin away shows love stronger then life a love so true to feel precious touches our souls when lovers bodies needs the ride.
Souls touches like magic to each heart reveals soulmates all in time to feel my heart open up to you to see why, give life a new meaning fantasies to share our love deep inside.
All in time to feel my heart open up gives honor to each other when God share us knowledge to be wise then up to us to make life happen in this world to show our pride.

BY: STORMALIZA BEAUTISPELLA POWMACWIZALORD

 
WONDERLAND

I go to wonderland in my dreams just to be with my friends far away.
To feel a touch to raise my body high when love I need to feel love boy do I pray.
When I am scared to be in the arms of someone I love just to wash my fears to tears away.
Then holding me tight with a sweet kiss of passion where desires in mind go wild its more then words can say.
Longing for a gentle touch to make me alive again is a dream come true to feel the love just for me when I look into your face to wash my tears away.
I be in wonderland waiting for the touch to be real to wake up to still feel you holding me in your arms through the night of making love of passion its pure heaven what can I say.
To feel this love to be safe in the arms of someone I loved to not have to dreams or pray.
Its love for my lover to best friend where love never ends to wash my fears and tears all the way.
Wonderland the best place to go in my dreams where mystery to fantasies come alive to feel like real dream to stay.
To touch my heart and soul to find my lover at my feet to kiss away my desires it is more then words can say.
Wonderland waiting for my dream to be real to know this love is real Oh boy do I pray.

BY:STORMALIZA BEAUTISPELLA POWMACWIZALORD