PRETTY PLEASE NO MORE BUDGET CUTS TO ME HOME ALONE IN MY DEAF/BLIND SILENT WORLD
 
Hi, My name is Stormaliza Beautispella Powmacwizalord. I am typing this letter to the Board of Supervisors, Governors Of Different States and Counties to the President. Me want to show you my Deaf/Blind world to living in my wheelchair with different Disabilities in one body to see my soul of the person me is. Plus to let you see other people who live the life I have to do in your hearing world of living. There is a lot of different ways people in the hearing world can see me as to good things and to some names people choice of words to not being nice to see me and not care about my disabilities I had to live in my life just to be in your hearing world of living. But To all people in this world me can say with pride and dignity to show MY INDEPENDENCE and  the my rights on how proud me is to say to the world of people in different cultures to galaxy of different planets of this world to others me is proud to care about people like me to people who can help us live in this world of life. Our souls is who we are and to be in this body God put me in so you can see me is so cool. But on the body I live in is for this earth and yes has so many things go wrong in life to teaching doctors to nurses, to a friend to boyfriend to husband to family to children on how to keep my body alive in this world to be with you to smile. Your smile, to different emotions you have in life on this earth to land to sea on things in life make you go to madness, hate, abuse to kill to hurt other people because you not see whole true things in life because mind and soul in right to in pain from different things happening in life you not understand because you not see soul of person you meet to walk by to learn to find out later after things happen is not the way it goes. There are a lot important things in life a soul in one body has to live with to be calm to no stress out to not feel all different emotion in one life is a lot to do for one soul we with with in the body God choice to put us in. For things in world life of living to travel in wheelchair of painful life is not easy to. When it is to roads with holes to line in sidewalks is painful to a person body they live in to ride in a car, bus, wheelchair, different kinds of bike and etc. Only the people who soul they live in body can tell you and show why it hurts and not all medicines helps all the time. I can say some times when me on different medicine to help body not be in pain so much all all time work to other things in life to things growing to plants and flower that is so beautiful to see can kill a body to a person living in this world to weather changes to killer people to all different things in life God ask not to kill. But Satan to do bad weather to kill God’s people is not right or for people to follow to listen to him to do the same things is wrong. I thank God every day for my mistake in life to asking him to letting me see true light to do my life better each day this body live on this earth. I not know all your hearing words of language to different languages but did learn some of them to be able to speak as a spokeswoman I am to help from other people to learn to type words so I can type this letter to you all. I was abuse as a child to Mom thinking one things to not see true reason I cry of tears to body inside hurting me very bad to when I get to doctors to where I go into surgery they cut me open to cut out different diseases inside my body to no can live life the same as others. Some people burn my files so others no can see I die on table to God bring me back to me seeing them do surgery on my body so many times in my life to show they need to learn of different disabilities in my body to help other people in this world of life this one reason why I travel to different Islands to different States to counties to country side of life to my Dad in Air Force to work on planes to him a very good technician mechanic to them sending him where they needed him to make the planes fly right to not hurt people. My dad did best he can with his sisters who doctors and nurses to help me learn to know my disabilities to be able to live in this world. But in time Judge take me away from my Mom to she not able to understand or handle my deaf/Blind world I have to live in to me meetings different Moms in my life to show me how to be a very good Mom. Me make some mistake in life to learn from them to do better in life to why me trying to adopt 2 beautiful children that are in my life now but they have different disabilities to. Plus the man in my life I thought he die but now found out he is slowly trying to remember things from his truck accident to come home to me and I am praying some day to marry him to be is wife. Plus Johnny B. is in the hospital With his Mom helping him to remember things in his life to come home to me. Johnny is on a kidney machine, Prinshauna is 10 years old with sickle cell anemia disease to different disabilties to, I love her soul so much to being her Mom from time Her Mom bring her home in hospital but when she inside her Mom I told her before she get test Prishauna was a girl. Bad things happen in her life to my life to us needed to go to safe places in life is why the things happening to us now. Arron is 14 year old  with different disabilities to wheelchair bound but he no can move body without people to help him in his life to tubes in his heart and his family die so me adopting him to be in our life, to me sending beautiful things to make him light up to know he has someone in his life to love him to try to live life of different disabilities in his life to me teaching my best friend Cookie Potts to be with them until Judge say I can be their Mom some day to me have to proof me ok for them to live in my world. Yes me is Deaf/Blind in a wheelchair to different disabilities in my life but you see I no make excuss why they no can be in my life because me show how I can be in their life to showing the love inside of me to light them both up when you in the hospital alone. I to as a child in and out of all different hospitals to die 2 times in life but testes doctors do on body to try to keep me live in this world is not easy as a person may think or to when surgeries finish to not being able to do things like I use to do but I learn to do things in life to things I need to do for this body just to be around one person soul to be able to love someone to learn to be a doctor and nurse to help other people like me in this world. It is a honor to learning this to make my mind grow in knowledge to help in UC DAVIS Medical Center ADA hospital on committee here in Sacramento, CA and IHSS Advisory Committee member me is. As a disable person I am wanting to show you how important life is for a lot of other people who need help and your supported on things in life to help us to live to be with you to be lucky if me see your face smile to light me up and you to smile back at me to see love in my heart to why I care so much to being in this world with you.
I need to ask a lot of you people to not do more cuts in the systems but I see life different from you to being ok. But only you all no want to see it in this world as God ask you to do. I do know and can see things in different light to insight to making things right in this world but me praying the President can open his eyes to see my soul then to see my body to learning all the different things I had to learn to do just to live in this body with equitments to help to lucky if the machine will work for me or if medi-cal health plans can pay for it so I can have it in my disabilities culture life to live in this world with you each day, It is in your power to do so if you wish to really care to not use money as an excuss to why we no can be in a home to help to people working to make a income to live in this world. Plus on issues we need in life all you need to do is ok them to make people type it on papaer to sign it make the money of different bills to different coins to beautiful face on them and can make many more dollars of bills on paper of different colors on the bills now it beautiful to see what you did prints on paper so people can have money to spend to buy things they need in life to live in homes to not be homeless to people who sick. Remember Jesus walk in this world to show he went to different cultures of disabilities on this earth to heal people of different cultures of different disabilities. To teach the people to learn about the souls in the body so body can heal to things on this earth he make to help on medicials to heal a soul body they live in to show how they get heal and well to become doctors and nurses to heal God’s Children in this world of different cultures. I was one of the people learn about to make medicines to help heal different cultures of people in this world but Jesus try so hard to let the people see him and the soul he is as God son you all learn it first. plus to learn from people in past life to write things down to show history of true stories of people life was not about money. Jesus try to show you issues to the system to help people in the community is important more then money but Satan to his dirty work of taxes to money to get people to listen to do the work of different sins in life. I do had to say Satan the devil did is his job and work where you can see people follow not to do bad things in live to making excusses to not do work to excuss why no money to no can have funding to making things happen in live is not what God’s people do. This why you kill us to not say true things in life to not want others to see true light is sad and mean to people who lost jobs to now being homeless to a world of people who stop caring for each other. I am an adult deaf/blind person a soul in one body whith different disabilties to wheelchair bound but in this electric wheelchair I do things to see different faces to light up people life to work with me to feel the love inside of me to show God is still here just you no want to see him or walk with brother Jesus to help each other in life is sad but remember 2 wrongs not make things right. It is up to your soul God put things in our minds to up to us to decide if we want to make a choice to making our bodies do things to ask nicely for help to work with another soul to see beautiful things in life to work to make things grow for our children to grow to do so they can teach their children so we live on this earth but people still trying to do wrong things to not letting things happen is why the world is the way it is now and I no want to live in life as the way of life babies do to not able to had help to go to bathroom. There a tube inside of me hurts to hurting my body to go to bathroom to wait on a people to show up to work or lucky if they can want it to work because of car broke down to no gas to air hard to breathe to not go outside to see God’s world to things Satan and bad people are doing to this world we all live in to lucky if a person has the strenght to move me to me praying more when a person needs people move them from bed to wheelchair to do things in life to help others and me live in this world. I need a loveone to touch my body to show they are with me to see them ok to love them to smile to smell them no matter if smell is good or bad they clean themselves to touch me to be in the same room to teach them to see me as the soul me is when my body not able to hear their voice but to touch their face to see that beautiful smile to feel them so me not so alone in my world, to show others the beautiful of each soul is precious to why God put us in our body to grow in knowledge to be wise to see life in his eyes. So when you live in life to move to different things in life to grow to make mind move on to show others things in life you do to make them proud of you to laugh, to cry when touch a tear to see life grow to feel your heart is hurting to see the wrong things to want to make sure things in life can go better, just to show your heart to know how really special each soul is, this  is why God put each soul in different bodies of different cultures of disabilities to not be the same so each soul grows to love to learn knowledge to live in this world. Just people not want to do or give excusses to not do or things in life not happen the right way is wrong to do to each other. This is so wrong you all going not what Jesus bring God to you only Satan do. God send Jesus to you and now me to see the insight of this world can change to a beautiful light if you wish to. Plus to issues to help people not be homeless to work a job to learn new things. Plus if bad people still doing abuse to kill each other for what reason not change things but God forgive you as the person. It is you the soul you are to the body you live in for this life can still change it to making things right the the right reasons to explore life to adventure to see Gods treasure no measure love because you all are rich love in God love to be honest to each soul living on this earth to different planets is the power love God love that is rich not in money to wrong things in life but it is still up to you to make up for the bad things you do in live to make them right in God’s eyes. Only God is to judge us. Why you all Judge each other to not let a person next to you share it I not understand. But I am still trying very hard to see why things going so bad when all you need to do is sign to paper to make it happen to make more paper change into money. But please remember each soul in one body is precious to why we still have a future to be with each other to love and make life heaven but as for money in life to live in this world to so many people why you make money more important when God Say to Mose on the God hill land make making gold more important where this made God mad. Please see true light on insight to change the future right for us all and our children to have it to do things in life you want it to. It can be easy but why you make it so hard to say I have money you no do, so good bye, or if you had money, I kill you for it. This is not good. But I am praying so hard for each soul in this world of different galaxies to different parts of the world on things in life to go right so if one person can read this to see true light of insight to know me saying true things to smile to say I would love to change it, to sign it to make that issues to programs to happen to working with a person, to make a new friend, to become a family, to show your heart to say, yes, you are important in my life. To see your smile to knowing you can make this life heaven to bring God Church down from heaven so God can see you light up like a christmas tree on life to making life beautiful for the ones you love in life just the way God did for you by giving you life to live in this world no matter what disabilities you have in one body you can still show love. I in pain to different disabilities in my body to let you see I care to write this letter to show you insight to see how important you are just to live in this world with me. Yes me proud of my disabilities because the body I live in to do cool things in life until I was not able to because when this body die on this earth I can say later on in my life God take my soul to be with him to move on to do his work is a blessing in my eyes to see you. But at the age when me was 15 years old to living in Tampa, Florida I was lucky my doctor say to me in life, later the machines to hearing aids to implant will not work but in that time I learn to feel voice to speak it to learning to write to type in language of things I needed to do so hearing people can hear it, but I not able to hear your voice. But I can see your soul to learning to know me if you wish to. This I love to meet people to light them up like a christmas tree. It is heaven in my eyes to see a face with my contacts to glasses to smell you but sometime I have allergies to asthma to making it hard to breathe in life so people around me have to do things like you would do if you in ICU in the hospital to only in my home. When I go to people to be with them doctors so cool to give me medicines to help to be around you people in your hearing world of life is a blessing God do for me so I can do some things in your world of life but all the things I need to do so I can be with a person for 3 days is ok then I have to be on the machines to get well again to go see my doctors and specialist I have to had in my life to try to see your face again and to me it is ok to do all these things. I no have problem to taking the medicines just to be around you for one minute in a day time is heaven for me and I praying so hard now because I no want to die alone in my home to no medicines to help me in my life so I can be around my son and family but your system is stopping me to a slow death to there my friends who was fighting with me die to and I miss them so much and praying all the hard work they try to show you in their life you all now stoping all the programs to using money as an excuss to why we no can have it. I had die 2 times in life and lucky God bring me back so you can see me but this time if you kill my body to not able to say God will let me back and all the mean things people do to me in my life I not want to see them again is why I try to stay away from bad people who hurt me. Yes the people know who and what they do to this body I live in and people can show you plus true you I say true words to the point of things. I no say words to in hearing world way of life. I no read between lines where there is gone to run around a brush to figure out point of the project to people say we to know. But how me to know when me is deaf to no can see you to smell you to not know what you mean to understand why you doing things wrong is very hard for me to understand this situation you all make happen for the reasons you all want it to be. But I have allergies to different medicines not able to took to make my body not heal to making to more bad then it was before and now to only have the medicines to help me in life to no medical plans, to now only 6 medicines and my disabilities have more then 6 medicines to help me in life to now not able to have because you stop it. People who have disabilities like me is not their fault just the culture we had to live in so you learn to be a doctor to heal others like me to grow in knowledge to see the things wrong to try and fix it, to say, God, help me learn to heal this person to life so this soul can live with you each day is a blessing. Please see true light on life to change it right. Only you can change it only if you truly want to and YES, God know you can, and you your soul knows the same things to change it. I just asking you to stop listening to Satan our brother who is doing the bad work to make you want to kill me to a slow death to be a alone to die alone to not able to see or touch a love one I love you all to and each soul is special and I do pray hard you help change this world right to making God proud of you and me to some day hope to meet your face, So when you see me in pain to ouch it to say I see you soul light up to smile to feel your heart shine inside just as me do when you help me in life to my soul to live in this body with different disabilities. On Paratransit to help me to meetings and conferences but I lucky to ride only to meetings now because it is to much money and me is only on SSI is my income and yes I work hard on the committees me on for my SSI, and IHSS. Cookie and Elise they help me in my life to bathroom to shower to clean me, so I can be in this electric wheelchair to help other people in this world like me and to show you the culture I live in to me sign language to people in the hearing world. I thank you for letter me learn it to all the things in my life I got to do in this body until now body not doing so good but I no make it a excuss to not talk to you as a person you are. I give you my heart so you can see me in my wheelchair when I can to type words you need to see to go do things you can do so you can help others no matter how sick me is, but on the flu I have now to sinus infection to high blood pressure to asthma to arthritis of allergic to everything around me to, yes I stay home but this computer to email to letter to send to you to make your day cool to see a life meas a soul person me is in this body to live with my iguana Cojack Artalejina Powmacwizalord she is 4 years old now.
Oh, guess what she works to and see my ear to hearing world to show me her life to learn different things to right foods to medicines to keep her live yes just to show me things she hears in life to me she her face look up or at things so me know when a soul around us to body to see face to smell things to making life so cool, she body language to tell me things in hearing life happening around us to we travel and sleep in Double tree hotel for 3 days out of the year to show people how important it is on funding to making by laws to changes in the system needed for others like us to making things happen to help make new programs to things in life to machines to help me in my life to live with you each day is a honor in my eyes to see people put things on my wheelchair to ride with me, so their in my life to next time me see them, to say I remember your face, to where you put this things on my wheelchair to make other people smile when me come around them. Before I have it people abuse me first. Hit me because I no can hear them and these people was not nice but you want me to dothings or for them and with them no see my soul to know and learn my body no can do is why me is deaf/blind disable person with different disabilties in one body. I praying you all see me to know I forgive you as a person but on the things you doing now. God say I no have to forgive this because it is your job to fix it and make it better so me in your life. If you no want to do, you Deal with God. But I am praying for your soul to change things to making it right for all people not just me.
Thank you for listening to me out of time in your day to me praying I not make you mad and not typing to hurt you just trying to show you how important you are to change things to make it right so I and other people who have different disabilties in their cultures need them so they can live in this life with you to make you shine in heart to see God loves you to just like Cojack Artalejina and me. Have a wonderful day and make is heaven to see who I am  Stormaliza Beautispella Powmacwizalord.